moved the last out of my things out of the house
I get bad feelings going down that road now, it’s a relief I don’t have to ever go back there again
Been pretty much living out of a bag for the past 6 or so months from not staying in the same place for too long and it’s something I can definitely get used to. In these past 6 months I’ve had the best and worst moments of my life, looking back I can only be happy with myself and where I’m going. After months of agoraphobia in late 2013, today I got the tube for the first time on my own without having that overwhelming anxiety that lies in the pit of your stomach when I’m in public places on my own. I wont lie to myself and say I’ve beaten it but I feel like I’m growing into the person I want to be.
apologies in advance to anyone who ever meets me because I am a wind-up merchant, peach-grl knows this from first hand experience
sorry for being a piece of shit Amy
sorry that you have to live with me in like 2 weeks for (at least) the next year
study shows I don’t really care
Going to go see Ed Atkins’ Ribbons at the Serpentine Galleries near Hyde Park on my own tomorrow and quite excited to have time to myself. I feel that recently the time I’ve had alone is my happiest time. Which is important, not to push anyone away but I haven’t been completely alone in a long time.